Throwback

It's the website that no one really uses anymore: "Myspace." Today I signed onto my page and started reading my old blog entries. Man! I was a dedicated writer for a while. I must have lost it along the way, and now I'm back with bigger words, a bigger heart and a lot more knowledge.

Anyway, I came across this blog entry that really brought me back to "that" moment.

I'm calling it my "Throwback" entry or you could call it an "Oldie.... but goodie."

"Officially... Anytime"

Apologize. Sympathize. Improvize. Socialize. I'm locked in a disquise of a lover and a fighter.
Beautiful. You're Beautiful, Life is Beautiful. Brillant. Pure. Purity. Thoughts that can be see through my vision, thoughts that can be seen through my eyes.

Struggle. Hope. False Hope. Smile. One Smile, one tear. Raindrops. Ordinary. Extrodinary. Words that are said, but these words are taken for granted because no actions are there to make them REAL.

Time. Clock keeps on ticking. Time After Time. Time will tell, time leads us to the answer. Confusion. Patience. Emotions. I hate emotions, vulnerability, and love. I love ice cream on a cold day.

Hot Chocolate warms up my heart. I miss the late nite episodes of Fresh Prince of Bel-Air.

Waiting. Waiting to see the rainbow and find that pot full of gold at the end of it.

What's Wrong? What's Right? Two wrongs don't make a right, and what is right is always wrong.

Anytime? What is Meant to Be? Memories. Thoughts. Kisses. Laughter. Tears. Hugs. Scent. Lips. Smile. Heart Beat. Body warmth. Heart to heart. Hand to hand. Promises. Officially. Specifically. Loss. Love. Emptiness. Lonliness.

Do you keep them? Presence. Voice. Pictures. Frames.

Do I ever cross your mind anytime?

(Posted February 21, 2006)